a lover would just complicate my plans

Why cant i ever be positive about love ?

: Kann Spuren von äußerst intimen rhetorischen Fragen und ungeahnter Berührtheit enthalten.

Why am i the one you gotta chase,

running away from you,

while feeling like running away in your direction,

actually not running away at all,

but running into your arms,

waiting for you to catch me,

while not admitting any of what i feel, really, and therefore not giving you any reason to catch me at all, but to just drop me and at the same time somehow finding an unlikely interest in me and / or this fucked up situation?

Get lost anyways.

i think i cant last at least a week
without someone to hold me.

mfg

: you're at home, baby.